Dating, sex and the single life. Have you noticed? Especially that one feels huge to me. Only a few weeks ago I realized one does not cancel out the other. So I made a big commitment, but I feel like it will force a much needed change.

Saturday, 1 February 2014. I grasped it tightly; completely unaware of the blood that was dripping from the wound I was creating. I felt numb, and I hoped that this would at least make me feel something. But as I saw the blood pool around the soles of my feet, I knew that I would not find solace.

Sudah hampir 1 bulan, aku bekerja sebagai guru ganti. Dan dalam sebulan tu jugaklah macam-macam kerenah murid aku hadapi. Itu tak jadi masalah pun bagi aku. setakat ni aku mampu lagi handle tu semua. Tiada hasad dengki ok! Cemburu tengok cikgu baru masuk sekolah dimana tempat aku bekerja ni. Seronoknya lahai tengok diorang dah confirm. Bukannya aku ni tak tahu erti sabar. Tipulah sikit pun takde perasaan cemburu tu kan. Rasanya hampir 6 bulan aku habis belajar. Bila orang sibuk bertanya,.